Life's lessons hard
May 25, 2008
A series of personal tragedies left actor Samuel Johnson barely able to function but now, finally, things are beginning to look up, writes Paul Connolly.

The classic recovery trajectory, says actor Samuel Johnson, includes a few "slips". "They don't tend to say relapse any more," he explains, rolling a cigarette with slightly trembling fingers outside a cafe on Acland Street in St Kilda, a Melbourne suburb he came to know - and ultimately dislike - during his star turn in the 2001-05 television series, The Secret Life Of Us.

The slip Johnson, 30, is referring to occurred in September last year when, a few months after he checked out of a seven-day detox program and while drunk, he assaulted a man at Sydney's Star City casino. Johnson, who features on Australian Story: The Sum Of Sam on ABC1 tomorrow night, pleaded guilty but escaped conviction for the assault in which he stomped on a man's head.

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Samuel Johnson was 'a goose' at Star City Casino

Kim Arlington

December 19, 2007 12:00am

HE may be a character actor, but a court heard yesterday that Samuel Johnson was acting very much out of character when he attacked a fellow wedding guest.

The former Secret Life of Us star escaped an assault conviction over the incident, in which he punched the victim and stomped on his head.

The 29-year-old pleaded guilty to assault occasioning actual bodily harm but was given a 12-month good behaviour bond, with Magistrate Brian Maloney describing the attack as an "aberration".

Afterwards, Johnson apologised to victim Ben Benson, saying: "I behaved like a goose and I've been remorseful since the moment it happened."

Downing Centre Local Court heard that on September 1, Johnson took girlfriend Sarah Hallam to the casino's Astral Bar after a harbour wedding reception.

Police said an altercation erupted at the bar, with Johnson punching Mr Benson to the ground and stomping on his head, leaving him bruised and concussed.

The Melbourne-based actor later contacted police, saying it had been a case of mistaken identity.

Defence lawyer Greg Goold said the violence broke out after Johnson tried to protect Ms Hallam, who had been "handled in a very indecent and offensive manner" by someone in the crowd.

When Johnson went to defend her, he was pushed and hit his head on the bar.

He then stepped back into Mr Benson and hit him.

"At the time, he truly believed he was confronting the right person," Mr Goold said.

"He felt justified that he was protecting his partner."

An AFI award-winning actor, Johnson found fame in the now-defunct TV series.

Mr Goold said he'd battled depression and alcohol problems since his former partner, Lainie Woodlands, took her own life in February last year.

It was a painful reminder of his mother's suicide and Johnson slipped into depression with episodes of binge-drinking. But Mr Goold said his client was "tidying himself up", receiving counselling through a drug and alcohol service, and he tendered character references.

Supported in court by Ms Hallam, an emotional Johnson wiped away tears as Mr Maloney observed that unresolved grief sometimes led to alcohol abuse. He nodded as he was told he had "stepped over the line".

However, he accepted Johnson was not a violent person and noted his impressive community service -- including raising $500,000 for children's cancer charity CanTeen by riding a unicycle from Sydney to Melbourne. He placed him on a good-behaviour bond, with no conviction recorded.

Outside court, Johnson said he was "very sorry it all happened".

No conviction for actor Samuel Johnson

No conviction for actor Samuel Johnson

December 18, 2007 11:25am

FORMER Secret Life Of Us star Samuel Johnson has escaped conviction for a drunken assault at a wedding reception in which he stomped on a man's head.

Johnson, 29, appeared in Sydney's Downing Centre court today where he pleaded guilty to the September 1 incident at Star City Casino.

Johnson had repeatedly punched guest Ben Benson before stomping on his head as he lay prone on the floor.

The court was told that at the time of the offence Johnson was receiving treatment for depression following the suicide of his long-term partner.

Magistrate Brian Maloney said he accepted the attack was out of character and took into account Johnson's early contact with police on the night of the offence.

"You couldn't get any earlier in point of time to ringing the police and saying I'm the person you are looking for, and by the way how is the victim doing?" Mr Maloney said.

He imposed a 12-month good behaviour bond, requiring Johnson to continue with his counselling, and no conviction was reported.

Outside court, Johnson said he was sorry for the incident.

"I am very sorry it all happened, I was a bit of a nincompoop and I'm glad that it's all over.

"I'm looking forward to moving on."

When asked if he had any message for Mr Benson, Johnson replied: "I can only reiterate my apologies."

"I behaved like a goose and I've been remorseful since the moment it happened," he said.

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TV actor Samuel Johnson will plead guilty to an assault charge stemming from a fight last month, his solicitor has told a Sydney court.

Johnson was not in Downing Centre Local Court this morning.

His solicitor Greg Goold said the actor was in Melbourne seeking psychological and psychiatric treatment.

"He's in the process of having his first psychological and psychiatric assessment this week," Mr Goold said.

Outside court, Mr Goold told reporters the treatment was in relation to ongoing alcohol abuse and the suicide of his former partner Lainie Woodlands last year.

"What I've done today is indicate there will be (a guilty plea) entered ... (but) the facts haven't been decided yet, because what the victim has said in the newspaper doesn't necessarily conform with what he has told police," Mr Goold said.

The incident occurred on September 1 on the 17th level of Sydney's Star City Casino.

Johnson, who starred in the television series The Secret Life Of Us, was charged later that month with assault occasioning actual bodily harm.

The matter was adjourned to November 1.

Former Secret Life star to plead guilty to assault

Actor Samuel Johnson is currently seeking assistance for "life problems" (file photo). (AAP: Dean Lewins)

Map: Sydney 2000

Former The Secret Life of Us star Samuel Johnson will plead guilty to a charge of assault occasioning actual bodily harm, a Sydney court has been told.

Johnson, 29, is accused of punching a man to the ground and stomping on his head at a bar in Sydney's Star City Casino last month.

Both men had been guests at a wedding, but did not know each other.

At the Downing Centre Local Court today, Johnson's lawyer Greg Goold indicated a guilty plea.

"In the meantime he's seeking assistance for ... oh, just life problems - getting over the death of an ex-partner and the effect that's had on him with alcohol, and the circumstances that arose in this unfortunate incident," Mr Goold said.

He also said Johnson is sorry for what he did.

"He certainly says that he unfortunately took the wrong action in responding quickly to what he believed was a threat, which he says turned out to be a case of mistaken identity," he said.

"So he's very, very sorry for the injuries and the discomfort he's caused to the victim."

Johnson was not present at today's court mention.

A sentencing date will be set next week.

The Secret Life of Us aired from 2001 and 2005 on commercial TV.

I'm so sorry, what I did was just disgusting

Herald Sun Sunday article

Fiona Byrne

September 30, 2007 12:00am
FORMER Secret Life of Us star Samuel Johnson has been charged over a bar brawl.

On Friday, Johnson flew to Sydney and met police, who charged him for his role in a fight at Star City Casino on September 1.

The acclaimed actor was charged with assault occasioning bodily harm.

Johnson contacted the Sunday Herald Sun to express his deep regret about his involvement in the fracas.

"My behaviour was completely unacceptable, I am disgusted with myself and I am genuinely sorry," Johnson said.

"I reacted badly when I should have walked away. I just wish I had walked away.

"I just wanted to put my hand up and take responsibility for my actions, out of respect for all the people who have shown me support over the years."

Johnson said he and girlfriend Sarah Hallam went to the casino with friends after a wedding.

He became involved in an altercation with another patron in the bar on the 17th level of the complex. Both men where ejected, but police were not called.

Johnson has been slowly rebuilding his life since his partner, Lainie Woodlands, took her life in February last year. Then he endured a legal tug-of-war between her estranged parents over where she should be buried.

Johnson took a long break from his career to help him recover.

He resumed acting in July with an acclaimed performance in the lead role of the touring stage drama Weary -- The Story of Sir Edward Dunlop. And he has also been an occasional co-host of the Conversation Hour with Jon Faine on 774 ABC radio.

"The Weary tour went exceptionally well and reignited my passion for acting," Johnson said. "I am a little bit more serious about it than I used to be. I am getting a lot more out of my work these days."

He has also found happi-ness in his personal life, enjoying a strong, supportive relationship with casting director Hallam.

The couple, who live in an outer Melbourne suburb, run workshops for aspiring actors.

"Sarah has helped me rebuild my life, so I have a lot to thank her for. I really can't see myself having done it without her," Johnson said.

"I am really enjoying my new life. It is very different from the other one, but I am really enjoying it out in the 'burbs with my girl and her little boy, who is five.

"And now that I am kind of caring for a five-year-old, I really don't want to be setting an example like this."

"You have to lead from the front with children. I have let him down, as well. I am forever telling him no hitting. It makes me just a tad hypercritical.

"I am feeling positive about the future, despite how negative I am feeling about this incident."

No court date has been set yet and the full facts of the incident are still being determined

Sam moving on

Weary Johnson moving on

source: Herald Sun

FORMER Secret Life of Us star Samuel Johnson is slowly moving on with his life after a harrowing couple of years.

Johnson's girlfriend, Lainie Woodlands, took her life in February last year and he then endured a messy legal tug-of-war between her estranged parents over where she should be laid to rest.

Not surprisingly, the talented actor has needed time to come to terms with his loss, but now he seems to have put his darkest days behind him and found happiness again.

Johnson, who is starring in the touring production of Weary -- The Story of Sir Edward Dunlop, is dating Sarah Hallam, a casting director.

The very private couple have apparently been seeing each other for a couple of months.

Hallam will no doubt be in the audience supporting Johnson when Weary opens at the Comedy Theatre on Wednesday.

August 12, 2007 12:00am


SARAH HALLAM: Attended this school for 10 years and now a major casting director for new upcoming series and previously for Blue Heelers. Current guest staff, 2007.

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Play it again, Sam
John Bailey
July 29, 2007

Samuel Johnson plays a Young Weary Dunlop in the stage play Weary.
Photo: Damian White

Secret Life of Us star Samuel Johnson returns to acting after the toughest two years of his life. He speaks to John Bailey about life after death.

Samuel Johnson is weary. It's Saturday night in Albury, and he's about to step out in front of a country audience as legendary war hero Weary Dunlop. Last night it was Wangaratta; next up is Warrnambool. There are diggers watching every night, men who lived the story he's playing out. They'll let him know if he's not holding his bayonet correctly. But the 29-year-old actor's battles aren't confined to the stage.

"We've all got our troubles, not least Weary Dunlop in a POW camp. I don't know, after this play is over, the potential for falling back into a big hole seems likely."

We know him as the puckish, wide-grinned layabout from The Secret Life of Us. For a time, it seemed he was everywhere - doing dozens of voiceovers, stripping down for underwear ads or suiting up to unicycle across Australia for charity. He had a slot on radio station Nova and had scored an AFI award for his TV work.

Two years ago, Samuel Johnson had a plan. He'd earned enough to buy a bush retreat near Daylesford, where he was born. He was ready to walk away from the industry that had embraced him, to take only the gigs he really cared for. A decade of luck and hard work was paying off.

Now his country home is gone - sold to pay off debts. "It got to the stage where if I didn't sell, I'd probably lose the house. But when you lose a girlfriend, losing your house just doesn't matter. I went from riches to rags, I suppose. I ended up with nothing."

In February last year, Johnson's girlfriend Lainie Woodlands took her own life. "I'm not angry with her at all. I'm just really sad. There's a big gaping hole in my life that she used to occupy...and I miss her a lot."

It's hard to face a private battle when you're living in the spotlight, so Johnson quit. "I went back home to the bush," he says, "and did all manner of things. Anything but acting."

He tried to narrate a documentary. He worked in a hotel and at the Glenlyon General Store. He took a floor-sanding contract. "I really struggled to focus on work. I ended up being downright unemployable, and it didn't matter what I put my hand to. I ended up, in a way, crippled by the whole thing. As could be expected, I suppose. So I ended up on the dole. I couldn't really work and I developed a fear of mail. I couldn't open any of my envelopes."

Only a few years earlier, Johnson had graduated from Promising Young Actor status to Household Name. The Secret Life of Us was the drama that put him on the map and still leaves him a little surprised. "It was weird. All of a sudden I was part of pop culture."

Johnson had always imagined himself as a character actor, floating around the fringes of the theatre and television industries. He'd been playing geeks and misfits, he says, since the very beginning. "I never saw myself as a straight-toothed, chisel-jawed, puffed-up pecs kind of actor. I always aligned myself more with the off-beat goofy types. To score the role as a womaniser on a mainstream TV show was a surprise, to say the least."

So why did they cast the young actor, then in his early 20s, in the central role of Evan, the bohemian writer whose interior monologues chronicled the lives and loves of a group of St Kilda twentysomethings?

"I still don't really know. They did ask me to get my teeth straightened and I told them to go f--- themselves. But they gave me the gig anyway."

There's a flash of it - the self-assured cheekiness, bordering on cockiness, that always seemed to animate the Johnson of the Secret Life period. It's not there now, or only occasionally. His recent struggles stripped him of that youthful trait. "One thing I lost was my confidence. When you can't seem to get anything finished, it cripples your confidence."

They were prosperous years, too. His profile shot up dramatically. He scored roles in the telemovie After the Deluge as well as starring in the comedy Crackerjack. And his new-found fame brought other benefits. If you'd turned on the television or radio during the period, odds were you'd have heard his voice over any manner of advertising.

"Partly because I wasn't very selective, I just said yes to everything. I generated more money out of voiceovers than I did from acting."

Eventually, he says, over-exposure took its toll and he stopped recording voiceovers. "Everyone got sick of me and weren't shy of telling me. Including friends and family. So I thought, well, I'll give them a rest. Ex-girlfriends in particular weren't happy hearing me around the place all the time. One of them was known to throw her radio out the window."

Johnson didn't set out to become an actor. At the age of 14, he appeared in his first school play, cast in a role as the mad scientist in The Pink Panther Strikes Again. On opening night he was spotted by the late Rhonda Schepisi, former wife of director Fred Schepisi.

"So I literally got a phone call on the first night I'd ever been in a play. She marched me to the union and demanded that they give me a card, then she drove me to an agent and demanded they take me on. It was somewhat fortuitous and I happened to get the first 20 or so jobs I went for. This career was certainly not designed by me."

At the time he was discovered, Johnson's family were in financial difficulty. His father had enough money to pay for one of the kids to go to a private school for a term. "He chose me despite the fact that my sister had a better academic record. And by the end of the first term, I was earning enough to pay for the school fees that we couldn't afford. I was very lucky. I got an opportunity and I made the most of it."

The money he earned acting enabled the family to get back on its feet, and what was left after school fees went into what has today become the family business, a chain of second-hand bookstores around Melbourne. Johnson still speaks of his early career as if it were something outside him, something he didn't accomplish but was allowed. A reprieve. "It really rescued the family, in retrospect. It helped us dig our way out of what was a fairly grim situation.

"My motivation early on wasn't to act, it was to earn some money for the family because we were struggling. It was very pleasing for me as a young man to know that I could help my old man, who had struggled as a single parent since the suicide of Mum."

Johnson was a toddler when his mother committed suicide. It may help explain how he has been able to talk about the subject with such strength and clarity.

"Even though he was only very young when Mum died in the same way," says his older sister Hilde, referring to Lainie's death, "it's something that's been discussed all his life. I'd like to think that having everybody else's view on that helped him through this."

Johnson says now: "A lot of people don't agree with me on this one, but you've kind of just got to respect their right to live or die. Not everyone's cut out for life. It's not like we choose to be a part of it. We don't choose to be born, so we should at least have the right to choose whether we want life or not."

Those affected by suicide often face a double blow - the impact of the death itself, and the change in the way others treat you. This was the case for Johnson after Lainie died.

"A number of people reacted really badly to it. There were people that were insensitive to the point that they'd come up and say, 'Why? You must know why. Tell me why it happened.' If I could answer that maybe it wouldn't have happened.

"And there were others that just avoided it. The big surprise for me was my dad. He just didn't seem to know what to do. The one person that I expected to usher me through that period would have been him but he was noticeably absent for some reason. God knows why."

"It was hard for the people who loved him," says Hilde, "during that time after Lainie, because he was so withdrawn from everybody." In the past two or three months, though, there's been a change. "Almost back to his old self. Able to laugh, and get that glint in his eye. All that stuff that he is naturally." And of course, he's acting again.

There was a time when Johnson couldn't stand the thought of acting. Now the situation is reversed. "It beats working. And it beats reality. Reality sucks."

Unlike most of his contemporaries, Johnson isn't formally trained. He is, by his own admission, still something of a novice - a "cleanskin". When other actors reference Brecht or Shakespeare, he'll often have no idea what they're talking about. And he'd rather see a band than spend a night in a theatre.

"I'm a little anti-intellectual about theatre. I don't like things to be too...theatre-ish. Theatre that really labours the point, that's too earnest and treats itself too seriously, I find really off-putting."

When he goes to the theatre, he'd rather be entertained than have to work hard to find an obtuse meaning. "Too much theatre is painful to endure. I expect to be gratified more than your serious theatregoing type would."

He jumped at the chance to work on Weary, however. Director Roger Hodgman had directed him in episodes of Secret Life, and Johnson was already a fan of playwright Alan Hopgood's work. And he owns most of the back catalogue of albums created by David Bridie, who penned Weary's soundtrack. "The question was 'do you want to work with your idols?', not 'do you want to do the play Weary?' As soon as I saw who was attached I basically would have done anything to get the gig."

Weary follows the ageing veteran after retirement, when he returns to the diaries of his time in a World War II POW camp. The action switches between the young Weary and his older, wiser self.

There's a sense that Johnson, too, is a different soul from the knockabout guy of his early 20s. He's wiser, though it's wisdom gained the hard way. He might wish that he could turn back time, but he knows we travel only in one direction.

"I wish there was some token that you could use and if you got into a car accident you could pull out your token and say 'all right, I want my get out of jail free card to work now'. Some kind of second-chance system. But of course that's not the way it works."

Weary: The Story of Sir Edward Dunlop is at the Comedy Theatre, August 15-25. Bookings through Ticketek, tel: 132 849

For help or information, visit beyondblue.org.au, call Suicide Helpline Victoria on 1300 651 251 or Lifeline on 131 114.


1995 Appears in Home and Away as Gus Bishop.

1995 to 2001 Small roles in dozens of TV shows such as Blue Heelers, Stingers and Wildside.

2001 Scores the lead role of Evan Wylde in The Secret Life of Us. Four seasons follow, and Johnson wins an AFI award for best actor in a leading role in a television drama series.

2002 Appears alongside Mick Molloy and Bill Hunter in comedy feature Crackerjack.

2003 Stars in TV miniseries After the Deluge with Hugo Weaving and David Wenham.

2004 Rides a unicycle around Australia for charity CanTeen.

2005 Stars in the black comedy The Illustrated Family Doctor.

2006 Hosts a slot on Nova FM.

2007 Returns to the small screen presenting Lonely Planet's four-part Bluelist Australia series on SBS.

Now Playing the young Weary Dunlop in Weary.

Claudia Karvan, 35

Always the glamour girl of the set, the show's Dr Alex has consolidated her television cachet on Foxtel's showcase drama Love My Way, where she keeps winning AFI awards for her work both as lead character Frankie Paige and as a producer. She has two films in pre-production, and in 2006 gave birth to her second child, son Albie. Daughter Audrey is four, her partner is Jeremy Sparks.

Joel Edgerton, 33

Edgerton left TSLOU and his role as Will McGill in 2002 to pursue what looked like big breaks in Hollywood. He had secured small roles in big films, such as Star Wars: Attack of the Clones, and King Arthur, and important roles in small films such as Ned Kelly and The Night We Called it a Day. From 2003 to 2005, he was in a prominent relationship with Cathy Freeman. Although international fame has eluded him, he has received raves for his work in the recent MTC production of The Pillowman.

Abi Tucker, 34

She could have been a pop star, having won the 1992 finale of New Faces. Instead, Tucker's earned her fame as a small-screen survivor, playing Miranda on Ten's most successful drama (TSLOU, of course) and now playing Grace on Nine's ever dependable McLeod's Daughters. Her music career is ticking along; playing regular gigs, contributing to soundtracks and releasing CDs.

Deborah Mailman, 35

The Secret Life of Us took Mailman's career mainstream, and she continued to fill a wide variety of roles: from presenting Play School to co-hosting (with Cathy Freeman) the SBS series Going Bush. In 2005, she was offered a two-year contract to appear exclusively with the Sydney Theatre Company. In January this year, she gave birth to her first child, son Henry Walter Mailman Coonan.